Have you ever feel like

the world keep running

whilst yours is trembling down

brick by brick

and you just

stared at them

trying to hold it together

and seek a way to keep — at least — walking?

Have you ever feel like

you’re in place

that was used…

A little life update. There were sooo many things that happened in these past few months. From happy to desperate moments. I think I’ll start to write some of them and how I handle them. Looking back to this page, I’m proud of myself for stated writing. I thought my writing was very bad but after re-reading it, it is not that bad. I find writing as one way to detangled my thoughts and make them more structured.

The last time I wrote was in February. Since then I’ve experienced doing the final project, preparing my-canceled-exchange program, doing my final project defense, and searching for jobs (until now). There were also a lot of emotional experiences that I’ve been through.

Well, here’s to start writing again.

Been having a quiet meltdown this past few days because of something. Masalah ini juga ngebuat aku mikir kemana-mana terhadap diriku sendiri.

Apa aja yang udah aku lakuin? Apa aja yang kulewatin? Kamu sekarang jadi manusia seperti apa sih, Sal?

Pemarah, tidak memegang apapun, tidak megang tujuan, tidak baik, tidak ramah, tidak disukai teman dekatnya.

Kenapa kamu gabisa jadi kaya A, yang tweetnya ramah, sekali ngetweet banyak banget yang reply. Selalu bawa positive vibes, dan happy.

Kenapa kamu gasabaran, sedikit dipantik langsung hangus semuanya.

Kenapa kamu ga fully aware dengan apa yang kamu lakukan? you keep loosing grip till you have nothing.

Kenapa kamu gafokus, terhadap apa yang kamu kerjakan. Mungkin bisa jadi lebih efektif dan produktif.

Ayo, Sal, achieve something. Do things right.

If I have to pick one favorite movie I’d pick The confessions of a shopaholic.

It is a romance drama genre movie — my favorite. The movie is about a girl, Rebecca Bloomwood, who is in her 20’s. She has a job and she’s a shop addict. She had millions…

I was once single and happy. It was since I was born until my first boyfriend, which is in 7th grade. I play a lot I think during that time. Playing, studying, that’s it. I was happy.

I was once single and happy. It was after I was in a…

My parents are both an employee at a construction company. My dad is 4 years older than my mom. My dad is working 300km away from us. He goes home every 2 weeks or more. They have very different personalities, yet they manage to be one.

My mom is a…

Bingung sebenernya tentang materi hari ke-4 karena gaada batasan akan tempat yang aku pengen kunjungi. Aku pengen mengunjungi banyak tempat. Tapi mungkin akan kusebutkan beberapa yang kepikiran dan beberapa pengecualian.

Yang pertama tentunya jawaban klasik seluruh umat muslim ya, Mekkah dan Madinah. Pengen banget InshaAllah sekeluarga kesini untuk menjalani ibadah, aamiin. Ada salah satu temenku yang selain ibadah, dia juga ambil tour keliling kota-kota disekitarnya. Dia sangat merekomendasikan untuk ambil juga. Semoga bisa.

Terus lain-lainnya sebenernya sangat beeeebas, sebebas itu. Aku pengen ngerasain ramainya New York, damainya Iceland, pengen ke Australia, Jepang, negara-negara eropa, pantai-pantai, bukit-bukit, bangunan paling cantik di dunia. Pada dasarnya kemanapun, selama itu mengandung budaya baru, kedamaian, pemandangan, I’m all for it.

Yang gapengen aku kunjungi adalah negara-negara yang chaotic, lagi perang, dan ada penyakit menular.

Jelek banget tulisan hari keempat, yauda lah ya, ahahahha

I tried to remember one good memory. But I can't seem to find one that I remember completely — enough to make a story. So here’s what I’ve got.

It was Sunday. I was in 9th grade. My mom and dad were going to the hospital to see my grandpa…

There are a million things that could make me happy. I’ll point out some but I probably will miss out most of it.

Ice cream, I love salted caramel and strawberry flavor. Those are my go-to.

Adventure, sudden — unplanned — adventure. Or any kind of adventure actually. Hiking, driving…

Ginger Lime

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